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Fight the Feeling

by John Newell

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An addicts internal struggle; fighting with themselves to get free from addiction.

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5 years, and what to show for it
thin skin and heavy bones but I
I'm trying to justify the means again

I see, the devil inside me
I need, an exorcising
I've tried, but I can't seem to keep myself at bay

I can hardly fight the feeling when you call my name
I can't seem to let you go and it, drives me insane

But it comes, the way it goes, try as you might
It gets harder, the harder that you fight
So keep in kind, Don't waste your life, trying to make things right
'cause you'll find, it gets easier with time

I won't, let you decide this
I'm not, a tool for your devices
God please, help me cut this demon from my brain

But I can hardly fight the feeling when you call my name
I can't seem to let you go and it, drives me insane

But it comes, the way it goes, try as you might
It gets harder, the harder that you fight
So keep in kind, Don't waste your life, trying to make things right
'cause you'll find, it gets easier with time

There's so much more to life than this, I'd pray the Lord, If I'd a soul to give
But Giving up, and giving in, is what you wanted, isn't it?
I want out, I want away, I want a family, to see old age
but its easier to stay, so stay with me

No I won't
Stay with me
I won't
stay with me
No I won't
Stay with me
NO

But it comes, the way it goes, try as I might
It gets harder, so harder I fight
Won't keep in kind, won't waste my life, you know I'm trying to make things right
and I find, it gets easier with time

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released November 17, 2016

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